In my previous blog entry, I began to talk about our difficult times, when we feel as if God has abandoned us. As I said earlier, I don’t believe that God tests our faith; I don’t think God needs to “test” anything, being omniscient…
So why does He leave us alone sometimes? Well, first of all, He doesn’t, it just seems that way. There are three possible aspects to the issue.
The first is very simple. God allows us to go through difficulties to improve our ability to cope with them and to make us stronger. It’s the same with our children; when they learn to walk, they stumble and fall very often. If we kept helping them, by picking them up or holding them, they will find it very hard to learn to walk, not being able to practice… It’s the same with everything… If you don’t experience something, you don’t usually know how to deal with it.
There is a lovely story that illustrates this point:
A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and God appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might.
So, this the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down; his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all of his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.
Since the man was showing discouragement, the Adversary (Satan) decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the weary mind: "you have been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn't moved." Thus, giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man.
Satan said, "Why kill yourself over this?" "Just put in your time, giving just the minimum effort; and that will be good enough." That's what he planned to do, but decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord.
"Lord," he said, "I have labored long and hard in your service, putting all my strength to do that which you have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?
The Lord responded compassionately, "My friend, when I asked you to serve Me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all of your strength, which you have done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push.
And now you come to Me with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed. But, is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back sinewy and brown, your hands are callused from constant pressure, your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you have grown much, and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have.Yet you haven't moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you have done. Now I, my friend, will move the rock.
You see, God is always there watching over you. When you can’t go on any further, He will do it for you. But He wants to make you better, so you can deal with life better, live better and be happier…
But that is only one aspect…
Stay tuned J
Have a wonderful night of rest in the arms of the one who loves you purely, completely and eternally – Jesus Christ, our beloved Lord and Savior.